how do you live with a pain that that stays with you all the time, every minute every sec. It doesn't go and it hurt you till the moment you are not yourself.
it keeps bleeding you, hurt you and damage you to the core.
Your soul tries to save itself from the damage but you almost loose everything in doing it. What is the point of saving that soul that has lost everything ? It is already scared and can't be the joy it used to be.
Can that soul sacrifice itself for the joy of others. Should be it be useful when it can't be anything itself.
Why can't we save and preserve our happines. why it has to go through so much pain before the end comes.
You know this pain is going to damage everything inside you. You may end up being a pain for the others. The one who can only give this pain to others. The one who is so scared that he can no longer see what he has become and what he is doing to others. Only spreading his pain can releive him of the agony he is going through. The soul becomes the victim and the source of the darkness.
I still wish to save everyone from the pain. My soul is still intact. I can repair it by helping others and giving them the time to heal themselves. A strong soul can help and heal as many it wants.
But who am I. And where do I lie. Can I seek help !